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7.10.2005

I know how it is (Warrior's Lament)


Image Hosted by ImageShack.usI know how it is to face a yearlong battle, against yourself and against others.

I know how it is to emerge victorious from your inner conflicts after such a long time.

I know how it is to feel hopeless in the middle of the night, and scream for somebody who is not there and will never be.

I know how it is to have your yearnings completely denied all this time, and how cold and uncaring you can become during this private hell.

I know how it is to be completely exhausted when you get over such a long period of continuous challenge and suffering with no time at all to rest.

I know how it is hard when you have to contain the pain within yourself, because nobody else can help you.

I know how torturing it is when you have to accept the fact that you have lost the battle, even when you deserved to have won.

I know how it is to feel like a tired, yet stronger, warrior who has come back from a long and lonely war.

And I know how it is when this loneliness strikes you so deeply sometimes, to a point that you'd wish that anybody would come to comfort you.


I am very, very tired. I have been fighting too much, too hard, for too long. Take my hand and lead me home. Or, take me anywhere.


(by me)

Comments:
are u still alive? the post is from 2005. and it doesn´t look so good....
 
n_b@deftoner.com.ar
 
A warrior my friend, never gives up, when honor and other issues are not a real motivation, then life itself becomes the motivation, when compassion and wisdom become your alies and strenght. Then you will be reborned again. Funny you are using ukyo, when musashi defeated this caracter of the long sword with a sailor item he himself pronounced this: when the sharp side of may sword wont cut at all, may the sharp side of my spirit will cut everything...
Ukyo09@hotmail.com
 
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