Still Strugglin'

Almost got back to work these days.

Then I fell again.

Skin got worse. Infection.

Changed day to night, became a vampire.

Hardly been seeing my dear girlfriend, wonder how she is feeling with all that.

Living the nights is so fucking lonely, my companions are my Mac and my Playstation 2.

Bank manager calling almost everyday asking when I will be able to 'balance' my account.

I feel like the most useless human being in the planet.

'Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect'

(Perfect - Simple Plan)

I always loved this band and their new single is great, Pretty Vegas.

No, Michael Hutchence did not resurrect, the new vocalist is JD Fortune and he seems to fit right in based on their single.

I put up a forum for sufferers of this terrible disease, parents and everybody who wants to know and contribute somehow, with advice, by sharing experiences, etc.

It's located at eczema.kioshi.org and it uses the easy and pleasant Vanilla forum system.

'I won't be told anymore
That I've been brought down in this storm
And left so far out from the shore
That I can't find my way back, my way anymore

No I won't be told anymore
That I've been brought back in this storm
And left so far out from the shore
That I can't find my way back, my way anymore

No, I..
No, I...

Forgive that they teared down my soul
Bless them that they might grow old
Oh, and free them so that they may know
That it's never too late

So many times that I've seen life before me
I searched and found the way to choose to the end
I found a way, to know, why it had to be
Mired in denial and saw all the rain

If we ever find it true
Love will have its way to choose
Three more to tame
We can be ever

I won't be told anymore
That I've been brought down in this storm
And left so far out from the shore
And I can't find my way back, my way anymore

No I won't be told anymore
That I've been brought back in this storm
And left so far out from the shore
That I can't find my way back, my way anymore'

(Madagascar - Guns n Roses)